Thursday, 16 January 2014

There comes a point in time where you sometimes feel like you should give up. You look around you can you see all the people in the world who are doing wrong and live a life a crime. You sit there and think to your self their lives seem so easy, aren't they scared that one day all their wrong doings are going to come back and haunt them?  Everyone wants to make a good living and support there loved ones as much as they can, who doesn't? 

Myself personally I try and live an honest good life. I've never cheated anyone for personal gain, never stolen a thing. I've always been the one to help someone in need and to see the brighter picture of things. Yet the good always seem to finish last. Were the ones that work so hard to live a good life and someone takes it away from you with a blink of an eye. Just sometimes makes you wonder what kind of world we live in. Not saying everyones bad and so on. Just makes you think. Everyone has there own views and feelings towards the way we should live. I guess I'm one of those peoples that tries and see the good in everyone. You can hurt me and I will still forgive you because lifes to short to hold grudges. You can be here one minute and gone the next. You will never get that moment back. You will be left with nothing but a broken heart and words that you should of could of said. 

Looking at everything that has happened in my life, I have made some pretty fucked up decisions. Hung out with the wrong types of people, and even date some (even pissed off my best friends). Everything that happens in my life is a learning curve. I don't regret anything because I gained something from that experience and at that moment in time it was exactly what I wanted. So yeah sometimes the good finish last but we are also the ones that have felt real pain, heart ache and went through a hard time. But it only makes you stronger and drives you to achieve your goals in life rather they be big or small. Gives you that boost in life to show everyone that ever doubted your ability of becoming something AMAZING that you made it. That right there that feeling when you know that you've made it so far and you accomplished something great, is a feeling that no one can take away from you.